I'm falling apart.

I'm bursting at the seams.

Everything is white.

There is no more brilliance anymore;

I'm a sad impression of what I used to be.

I can't stop the tears, I can't see straight anymore.

A ghost of my past has once again come for my life; come for everything that gives me the drive to get out of my bed in the morning.

Everything has deteriorated inside of me;

I've gone blind.

It's as if my world was dipped in black;

the lights that led me and helped me along the way are being torn away from me.

Then comes the darkness and all the fears that were left behind.