Everything is white.
There is no more brilliance anymore;
I'm a sad impression of what I used to be.
I can't stop the tears, I can't see straight anymore.
A ghost of my past has once again come for my life; come for everything that gives me the drive to get out of my bed in the morning.
Everything has deteriorated inside of me;
I've gone blind.
It's as if my world was dipped in black;
the lights that led me and helped me along the way are being torn away from me.
Then comes the darkness and all the fears that were left behind.